Pain

 it is worst of all. 

where you can't wake up from your bed, not because of laziness but due to illness that is not physical and cannot be cured meds. Strange isn't it? when you want to mix in the crowd and talk with them as you desire but you can't because you don't find that connection with anyone, so you give up your expectations and follow what is going on.

weird isn't it? when you know you are bottled up and you want to get your emotions flow and let them come out because you wanna feel fresh and start new, but you can't because those emotions have become so stubborn that they stop you from crying or putting them away, they become so overwhelming that they live inside you forever. 

painful isn't it when you know what is important for you and what is not, but you cannot decide what to take or leave and you end up managing them all and at last, you are left with a void which is so empty that it almost appears like a black hole sucking every happiness and joy forever. 

Unbearable isn't it? when you try to talk about it all to someone and you end up keeping it with yourself because you are so done with this judging thingy and you don't want to tell but keep it inside forever.

it becomes too bad that you are on the verge of going away from everyone, friends, family, and your dogs?